Wednesday, March 28, 2012
the SURPRISE number 2. =)
SURPRISE for you again. hahaha! =)) thank you twinnie for everything once again. yes yes, u may have said dozens of times that u did not do anything. and the credit i menitoned is just over rated. but well, to be honest, not really to me. for you, it feels just like there to hear me out, rant probably. but in fact, it means alot. because it is exactly that im lost and confused and didnt know what to do that i resorted to ranting to let go of the steam..
if i wasnt really that lost as to what i should do, i wouldnt even have ranted at you. =) all i can say is that. u were just always there at the right time. =) the time when i need a listening ear and tada! you are there! and phew! thanks for letting me let out some steam, it cleared my head, my direction that im heading. thats good enough. and thats what im thanking you for. and for that, im really appreciative and really feel that i really do owe you many favors. hahaha. =))
i dunt think y might see this anytime soon. but oh well. this time round. i wouldnt even inform you about this. haaha! let this be a surprise that is not even told to you by me. by then, it is definitely super outdated already this post. but thats what makes it so precious too. hahaha! =) a surprise for you in the future! waiting for you to uncover. hahaha! =)) something that might put a smile on you again, or maybe warm your heart when u find the world is just too cold, or when u find that the world is full of darkness, may this post bring light to you. and of course, when you are too busy and stressed, may you think of your this old friend. =) and if you need, he is always just one call away. anytime, anywhere, 24/7 still. =) if i hear it, i will pick it up. if i see it, i wunt hesitate to talk to you. =) cheers! your ranting machine still, be it you need it or not. hahaha.
this is just a post for a friend that i will remember for life, a friend that i will hold close to me till the end of time. =) let this post remind you to smile more! smile and the world will be a much more beautiful place! hahaha! so cheesy. but oh well. just.. be happy and smile!! thats the ultimate purpose of this post! =)
9:06 AM
i will never let you go;
Saturday, September 10, 2011
SURPRISE.
SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HHOHO. Twinnie. I wonder when you will see my this post again. hahaha!! Since you mentioned about my this dead blog, i shall make a new post! Haha! So that you see already also wont so sian. =D
Tada!! see. its not emo post! wuahaha. when you are bored, or moody, you can come here!! =D Although here got nothing much lah. But at least a place for you to rant?? Yet no one will really know about this place... This place is already long forgotten by many... =)) So its pretty safe! hahaha.
See! Good right! I bet this is the best birthday pressie for you! hahaha. Jiayou in your TCM studies!!! I know you can do it!! Oh yah! Just a reminder!! If your passion has already run dry, i think you should quit already and focus on your studies. Can tell thats what you really wanna do. I will encourage you to do that.. go ahead and attend to more pressing issues or impt stuffs!! The same goes for other taxing commitments that seems more of a liability for you.
Of cos, the most impt of all, is to have sufficient rest! then you will have the energy and concentration to get what is right, right. hahaa! after that, everything will be in place and in order, then you will really be back to being your "happy-sokting". HAHAHA. =)))
Oh. another thing that i always fail to convince you. Hahaha. That is, you are smart, not dumb. =) you may not necessary be smarter than everyone around you, but you definitely belongs to one of the smarter ones. which also explain why you always make friends with more "intelligent" people. (im like inevitably praising myself also. LOL.).
So do have maybe a tiny winy bit more confidence in yourself? haha. you know what is required to do better/well in your exams or to perform up to your expectations! What may cause you to fall short of your expectation in most cases is proably that you lose focus in the process mah. But you are aware of that most of the time. So its possible for you to remedy it before anything serious happen. =)
Some forms of consolations!! Your course is tough... not easy.. so i guess its natural that there will be times where you will meet obstacles or meet really tough challenges ahead. But hey! Dunt give up mah( I know you wont). While you are struggling, its likely that others are going through the same shit also! Haha. Must be abit more optimistic! Carry on fighting the battle!!
Last but not least, let no challenges go past you unchallenged!! Show the world the wonders that the undying spirit of the mighty sokting can achieve!! Bringing forth miracles that are long forgotten and abandoned!!
Woah!!! Super cheesy!!! Dunt care! Hahaha. Just hope this post can cheer u up a winy bit?? Or at least make u feel better when you r not in a very good mood! =))
11:22 AM
i will never let you go;
Saturday, May 08, 2010
oops?? just suddenly feel like coming to this old place n write something. hahaha. had this blog for so long alr! yet, so little posts. hahaa. but to be honest, every post tt i wrote here, reflects every bit of my life leh. hahaha
now tt i look at them again, its like a short review of my life, wad i had done, accomplished, regreted, n experienced. its has really become my own personal reflection log! hahhaa. things change n we grow up...
this place has become like an old playground tt i used to be hanging ard. now, i guess, everytime i feel like it, will come here n reflect about wad i have done throughout my life. wuahaha. sounds like sth tt i really enjoy. hahaha. n grats! its a happy post. not an emo post! so twinnie, if u happen to drop by n see this post, must be happy oso! tt thr r no more emo-ness here!! =)))
10:49 AM
i will never let you go;
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
wad shud i do??
i just feel so weird. haha. everytime when u r toking to me, i just feel so nervous.
haiz. i dunno y. i always feel thr is this unknown gap between us..
i long to close up the gap. but it nv seems to work. =((
as much as i want to control it, i lose control. as much as i want to give up, something keep telling me to hang on. i dunt dare to hope for anything anymore.
thr is just too many uncertainty. i m just too afraid to try.
or shud i say i m too afraid to lose agn? everytime i see u, im always lost for words.
if only.. i can act normal again or perhaps conceal my feelings... maybe.. it wont be like this...
oh well. anyway... i guess i know the ans alr. but.
dont like to give up even before i try anything... im lost once again.. i dunno wad to do... =((
can anyone tell me wad to do??
8:10 AM
i will never let you go;
Friday, November 20, 2009
bless sokting with good luck! =D
MALI MALI HOM!!
bless twinnie with good luck throughout the rest of the papers!!
wuahaha. this may came a little too early, but i guess its ok la.
as ur birthday pressie, shall transfer all my good luck to you & steal your bad luck!
know what u really hope for. shall pray hard for u still de.
know cant tell u to dont worry.
just gonna say.. its all gonna be fine! =))
doubt u will see it anytime soon though,
but well, cheer up!!
i will take the worst for you! alright? haha.
smile!! =DD
oops. sry that its abit lame? haha! =XX
4:34 AM
i will never let you go;
Sunday, June 14, 2009
my reflection
haha. learnt to be strong.
learnt to move on. learnt lots of things..
good or bad? it all depends...
all i know is tt now,
i seems to have a stronger willpower.
may it bring me far. =)
to those out there.
nothing is definite or certain in this way.
what deemed to be the most reliable and impossible things to happen,
may happen the next moment.
every moment can be a surprise
we can never accurately predict what happens next.
all in all, always on ur guard,
get ready to face changes anytime.
be it good or bad, u just got to face it.
7:21 PM
i will never let you go;
Saturday, March 28, 2009
wuahha. sorrow seems to form the core of my heart... wow.. now its really blackened.. lol.. haiz...nv expect ,myself to fall into the darkness tt i tot im v well aware of n wunt fall into it. well, im wrong i guess... now here i m.. inside this dark bottomless hole.. aimless, n everything... haha.. so lost..
12:19 AM
i will never let you go;
